THE WAIT IS OVER

After 4 months and 12 days, FINALLY! I got the chance to update this blog again. I've been busy these past few months due to school activities that's why I didn't had time to write in this blog. But today, I already have time to renovate and fix this private place of mine. Although no one follows this blog yet, I still want to continue this since everybody starts with a zero and I think this blog is still in the beginning of process. I continue plugging this site and I am receiving some positive feedbacks from some of my internet friends and I am very happy with that. My latest post is an essay that I included in my project in a communication subject. It is my favorite among all the topics I wrote. This time, I want to share a poem that I wrote a few days ago. My fangirl life is struggling lately since dating issues and member withdrawal is all around my fandom and it give me so much pain. I can't handle seeing my idols going through hard times. If I could just hug them and tell them that it will be alright. But sadly, I can't do anything but to support them on social media and it really makes me sad. That's why I came up writing this poem. 

365 DAYS

You made me smile

You made me laugh

You filled my days with happiness

My heart flutters all the time

You wiped my tears away

You asked me not to cry

And I thought you were special

And yes, you're still

You are my everything

I'm holding on to you

You said you love me

But not like the way I do

You held my hand

But not just my hand

You're holding someone else's

And you're in love with her

Although it hurts

I'm willing to bear it

I want you to be happy

I'll do everything for you

Don't be sorry

Continue what you've started

I'm just here

Waiting for you

I want you to promise me

Because I promise you

I won't leave you but please

"Don't go."